Dragonfly

Seperti yg uda saya janjikan sebelum na..
mari kita bahas ttg dragonfly...
wkwkwkw...



Jadi bbrp hari yg lalu, aq pegi k Dragonfly..
well, my friend, Re, picked me up @ 23.00
uda ngantuk pas djemput, sore na sempet nonton dl trus pegi k Pluit..
d mobil ud merem melek nahan ngantuk, ud ga perhatiin skitar..
yang pasti Re's BF lewat jalan bawah yg ga aq tw..
wkwkwk...

Well, tempat na c mayan enak..
Tp lagu na aq ga sbrapa suka.. vintage retro, house 80'an...
*sotoy*
qta pergi ber6, yang aq knal cm 4, yg 2 cm knal sepintas..
Aq minum dikit, gtw namany apa, yang pesen c Re..
dsn aq cm banyak duduk, gosip, & hampir tergoda buat smoke again
*untung engga, I WON!!*

02.45 AM, smua ud keok, kecuali aq ma Re's BF..
alhasil aq ma Re's BF yg in charge buat jagain & seret smua na balik k mobil..
wew!!
Slama d mobil, aq ud ngantuk berat.. aq tdr jd na..
Uda ga peduli lg c Re ngoceh" sambil injek2 kaki orang..
Akhirnya smpe d hum, aq cepet2 cuci muka dll trus tdr de..

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Jumat kmaren, pas pada nanyain, gmn dragonfly? dmana tu?
aq cm bisa cengar2i jwb, "gtw, ga merhatiin jalan..."
akhirnya karena penasaran.com *halagh* aq tanya k Re, dmanakah dragonfly itu?
Dragonfly itu ternyata d jl.Gatot Subroto, d graha BIP
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That's all yang aq inget ttg dragonfly..
the rest, i'm not sure..
huehehe...
uda cukup tangtingtung bulan ini, saat na insyaf...

Bored=Bosan

Im so boreeedddd today...
lalalalala....
smua na pembohong!!
Mana janji naaaa????????
Huaaaaa....

Pengen jalan"
Pengen nonton
Pengen makan es krim rasa mint
Pengen minum pepsi
Argghh kakikuw gatal niii....

Confession of The Drama Queen

Dewy: "Gileee, new style bu? Gw c prefer yg lama lo, looks more feminine and cute!! Tapi gn MAYAN oke juga koq..."

Sha: "Ohh, iah ni. Lg pengen ganti suasana aj Dew.."

Dewy: "Ni, nurut lo bagusan mana, short or long? Klu nurut lw Fel? nurut lw?"

Sha: (oOooohhh well, tanyain aj smuanya, I dun like to be commented by people i dun really know) *senyam-senyum ndiri*

Dewy: "Sha, lw klu diliat" tamba ceking lagi ya? Busettt... gara2 insiden bbrp minggu yg lalu itu? Ga usa dpikirin kli, cowo kek gt aj dpikirin, masi banyak yg laen, tu Felix buat lw deee... ato maw sama Kevin?? Tar de gw knalin ma cowo" yg laen..."

Sha: "Hehehe.. Masa c Dew, gw c ngrasa tambah kurus jg, tp bkn gara" yg kmaren" koq.. ud ga gw pikir lagi, dbawa sante aja lah.." (tai ni orang, ngapain jg c kepo ngurusin urusan org, bawa" masalah yg plg sensitif lg, anjirrr.....)

Dewy: "Tenang aj Sha, mslh cowo serahin k gw lah.. denger" sabtu kmaren ad insiden lagi y d Snayan yang lo -------CENCORED---------- Yaaa ampyunn, koq bs2 na? Ga ad gw c!! Ahahahaha..."

Sha: "Wah, lw denger dari sapa tu? Gila cepet jg ya brita na, tengsin abis gw.." (GILLLAAAAA... ini c ud keterlaluan lo, ni cewe minta dtampol kek na... mampus de, SABAR SABAR SABAR..)

Dewy: "Huahaha.. itu kan heboh banget, pas itu gw dcritain ma Flix.. blablablabla..."

Sha: *move away* (biatch!! untung gw lg sabar ni ari, klu ga c abis lw..)

Happy&GeEr~ sort confusing..

[AM 3.11]

I cant sleep..
Bener na ni ud rada ngeFLY c, tp masi nunggu donlotan
OMG!! Masi 15 menit lg..
Ahuauahauahua...

Well, a lil bit story sambil nunggu donlotan kelar ni..
Jadi tadi malem *salah ding* kmaren malem tepat na..
Huehehe..
si Penulis pergi k PJ, buat take a pic lah..
lg iseng2 test run SLRna yg uda lama tak tersentuh..
well, then I met him *again*
kondisi na ud lebi mendingan drpd kmis kmaren..
ud lbi sante lah..
huahaha..
yaaa, we just chat sperti biasa..
dan he asked me about dragonfly *wow*
note: ngomong2 ttg dragonfly, i really hate myself...
tar lah itu dbahas d topik tersendiri...



Ngobrolngobrolngobrol, dya crita klu dya jualan BB skr..
Inti na, hari ini berjalan dengan sukses & lancar lah..
kecanggungan yg slama ini aq takutin ternyata bs dminimalisir..
hwhwhwh...

Slese foto2 d PJ yg cukup ribet, qta pegi k PM, k Oceanic..
Abis dari Oceanic, pegi makan nasgor de, pertamany maw d cecep,
becoz bang Yos mw jg, dan ga memungkinkan dya k Gading, akhirnya
dipilihlah nasgor yang ad d deket tarki..
不好吃！！！
Yoda tak papalah, buat pengalaman saja..
hihihi...
slese makan, me-sas-lin pamit pulang, mesti pulang cepet stlh insiden kmaren kmis,
aq & elin d omelin ma ayahanda masing2 krn pulang terlalu malem >.<

Sampe d hum, slese cuci muka dkk, aq setel TV..
nonton the Master d RCTI..
Tak lama, c Icha nelpon, chitchat de..
dya crita klu dya lg pengen bli BB, yg bold.. l
angsung de aq inget ma my EX.. then I text him, tanya ttg BB na ituw..
I got a good response from him..
Dya slama smsan itu jg sering nanya balik lagi..
Kliatanny dya jg mule kebiasa ma situasi qta skr..
well done !!
Dya jg sempet nyinggung masalah dragonfly *again*
well, at least klu gt dya masi ad perhatiaan dunx ma aq
*GeEr mode ON*
apes" na klu ga, tetep aj aq seneng..
paleng ga dya ad basa2i na lah..
huahahaha...
Tapi ga lah, aq berusaha mengenyahkan pikiran yg geEr2 itu..
tar klu kenyataan tak sesuai dengan bayangan, bisa sakit ati lg ntar...



pssstt... it's a secret!!
klu ad yg tanya, "M, do u still love him?"
I'll answer, "Yeah, I do"

Rule / Sparkle

RULE / SPARKLE
(single)
02.25.2009
Ayumi Hamasaki



tracklist:
1. Rule

2. Sparkle

3. GREEN (CMJK Spring Storm mix)

4. GREEN (Acoustic Orchestra version)

5. Rule (80kidz’s “No More Rule” mix)

6. Rule (Remo-con “tech dance” remix)

7. Rule -Instrumental-

8. Sparkle -Instrumental-

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download Rule's PV here
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Am I all alone here?!

Hate this SUNDAYYY!!!
Bener" super duper bosann..
nothing to do...

Akhirnya aq potong rambut juga..
Masih blum puas c..
Kek na kurang kliatan, kurang pendek...
rencana tar mo potong lagi lah...

Uda 15 hari smenjak putus..
Aq masi ga bisa lupa, malah makin menjadi jadi...
Still thinking bout him..
Kira" sampe kapan ini bakal terus berjalan?
Pusing, mual, eneg, sesak, dsb...
Ga tahan lagi ma smua ini...

Bener kata teman"
i must keep on goin', enjoy aja..
ngapain terus"an dipikirin, toh dya juga ga mikirin aq..
cuma aq yg terpuruk, smentara dya sante" aj
HARUS KUAT !!!
SMANGAAAATTT........

Besok mo jj lah bareng och
nonton, blanja, apa aja la..
yang penting hepi & bisa mengalihkan pikiran dari c W

It's hurt again

Hollaaa...
I have a story today...

Hari ini tadi daku janjian pegi ma P
We went to mall, nonton valkyrie na Tom Cruise..
P jemput aq d hum jm 5an...
then we both go to mall..

Well, knapa aj hr ini aq tetep ga bisa mengalihkan otakku dari W?
Knapa aq tetep mikirin dya?
Isn't fair!! Mestinya aq bisa bersenang" & lupain dya barang sebentar dunx !!!
Pertama x masuk k mobil, aq uda mule banding"in P-W
"mobil na ga kek mobil W, mobil W lebi terawat & wangi.."
Sesampe na d mol, qta parkir d t4 biasa *biasa aq & W parkir* then qta k XXI
lagi" aq bandingin "his driving skill not as good as W..."
XXI rame banget td, ga kaget lah, malem mingguan gn...
Jadi td qta antri dl, dan pas antri, aq ktemu ma Zandy juga...
Slama antri, I stood beside P..
And I started to compare him again with myEX,
"his fashion sense not like him, his parfume not as seducing like W"



Oh gosh!!! Aq ga bs brenti banding"in P ma W...
Im really sorry P!! I don't mean to do that....
Masi banyak lagi hal" yang aq banding2in antara P & W...
Aq bukanny enjoy td, aq malah smakin merasa menderita...
Biasa na waktu nonton ada tangan yang bisa aq pegang & peluk, skr ga ad..
Biasa na waktu jalan ad yang gandeng & peluk bahu aq, skr ga ad..
*i started to cry now!!*
I MISS HIM A LOT !!!
I really miss him
I miss his hug
I miss his kiss
I miss his smile
I'm totally miss him
Huhuhuhu...

群青の谷

群青の谷
Gunjou no Tani
(2009.02.04)
ALAN



tracklist:
1. Gunjou no Tani (群青の谷 )

2. 群青の谷 (Acoustic Version)
3. 群青の谷 (instrumental)
4. 群青の谷 (Acoustic Version) (instrumental)

download here

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Shocked Mode On

Today I really shocked !!!
Mari kita flashback:

Siang" td seperti biasa, ketika libur & menganggur, daku buka MSN..
Chat dengan beberapa teman, sampe akhirny saia memutuskan buat install MSN versi paleng baru
jadi mau ga mau harus log out dl dr MSN..
Tak kehilangan akal, akhirnya saia online d YM saja.. Hehehe
Stelah sign in d YM, sambil liad2 sapa ajah yg online,
1 nama yg menangkap perhatianku..
"MR. W"
busy~ Apa sebaiknya saia mengalah saja?
itu yg tertulis d YM na...

Klik! Aq buka window buat chat ma dya..
betapa syok na diriku !!!
Foto na bo foto na...
dya pajang foto ber2 ma cewe...
OMG!!!!

bener" aq langsung kena serangan jantung, lutut gemetar, mata berair..
aq plototin foto na...
"sapa tu cewe? ex na yg sblm aq kah?
tp dl trakhir kali chat ma dya pake YM foto na bkn yg itu?
jadi sapa itu? cewe baru na kah?
jadi alesan dya putus itu?"



Stelah bengong sekian menit mlototin foto itu sambil berkaca"
akhirnya dengan tangan gemetar *aduh, lebay* aq ketik..
"foto ma sapa tu? Ce br km y?"
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no answer
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trus tiba" foto na ganti...
dya bales, "bukan, itu foto ak ma N"
* N = his ex b4 me*
" ak abis cengin dya kmaren", lupa ganti foto"
" emg km kira ak ad ce baru?"

PLONGG!!!
bener" lega stelah denger dya bilang gt...
Huhuhu....
kaget banget, bener" kaget td....

trus dya akhirny telpon aq...
jelasin klu td bener" foto dya ma ex na....
yg jadi pertanyaan aq:
- knapa dya bingung banget buat jelasin klu smua ini cm salah paham aj? -
ada beberapa hal yg melintas d kpala aq td:
1. ada something yg maw dya tutup2in dr aq
2. dya emg bener" ga maw ad salah paham coz he still have a lil feeling with me
3. ga mao d cap playboy, abis putus lgs dapet cewe laen

aq ga tao alesan yg sbener na yg mana...
hope c yg no.2
huhuhuhu........

I really hate myself !!
Knapa aq jadi selemah ini?
Knapa aq masi suka menangisi hal" yang semestinya ngga aq tangisi
Knapa aq masi mikirin orang yang ga tau masi sayang ma aq ato engga

I still love him, really love him !!!
I want him back
I want you to come back to me
I really love you !!

I announced that THE EXAM IS OVER !!!

Finally...
THE EXAM IS OVER !!!!
Horaaayyyy......



Akhirnya bisa tidur dengan tenang *amin*
Ga perlu begadang & bangun pagi *yes!*
Hahahaha...

Resolusi saat liburan ini:
- cut my hair -
- creambath, manipedi, etc -
- hunting for photos -
- go to the cinemas -
- beresin lmari baju -
- cari memory card yg ilang -
- bikin daftar blanjaan buat bulan depan -

note:
masalah potong rambut daku benerny masi rada ragu..
pengen potong pendek c, tp masi binun mo kek apa model yang pantes
mesti banyak" browsing ni kliatanny..
and, binun mo potong dmana...
ahahaha...

Ni conto" potongan yg aq demen..
Maybe i'll cut my hair like this..
Kpendekkan ga ya? Wahahaha...
COMMENT NEEDED !!

(STILL) in LOVE with him

I dun know what should I do..
I just losing my direction..
No words can explain what I feel right now..
I just feel... ODD...

I miss him... desperately
I think about him... everytime
What it is called?

I just want to see him..
I just want to talk with him..
I just want to walk beside him..
Holding hands together..

I dun know what I feel..
Something I can't explain..

But, after the time goes by..
I finally realized..
That, I'm in love with him..
Still in love with him..
Really...

Lalala~ Baby Come Back To Me

' COME BACK TO ME '
Singer: 宇多田光
Format: Digital Single
Genre: Pop RnB
Release date: 7 Feb 2009
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The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don’t want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won’t leave me alone

If you come back to me
I’ll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

Memories I have of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this, and she buys that
Just leave her alone
I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn’t that bad, it isn’t that bad
And she’s wiser for it now

I admit I cheated (admit I cheated )
Don’t know why I did it (why I did it)
But I do regret it (do regret it)
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I’m sorry but
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity
Got the better half of me
Baby take it easy on me
Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can’t you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby take it easy on me
Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(One in a million)

La la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la

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I really LOVE this song..

DOWNLOAD THIS SONG HERE

Lagu na enak & pas banget buat saying what i feel now..

kecuali bagian yang ini

"I admit I cheated (admit I cheated )
Don’t know why I did it (why I did it)
But I do regret it (do regret it)
Nothing I can do or say can change the past"

I never cheated!! I swear!! Hahaha...

But I really really want you back..

I really love him >.<

I cried (again) tonight

Aq masi blm bisa bener" sembuh...
Aq masi sakit..
Masi labil...
Masi gampang terpengaruh suasana...

I miss him..
Desperately miss him..
Knapa cm aq? Knapa cm aq yg ngrasain ini?
Huaaa....



Aq pikir aq uda kuat..
Ternyata aq belom..
I'm smiling but inside i'm dying..
God help me..
I'm not strong enough to do all this...
Take away this pain from me...

Family Time..

1 word: CAPEEE !!!
Hahaha...
Bru pulang dari Sunlake..
Abis valentine'an dsono..
Acara biasa" aj.. So many couples there.. *make me a bit jealous*
Huhuhu....
Makanan na ga enak... Dingin...
Tp yoda lah, hikmahny jadi ga ksepian ndiri d hum..
Hehehe...
Here's some pics taken today, enjoy!!

Valentine kelabu T.T

Huaaaa....
So sad... really sad...
Sakit, sedih, sesak, smua jadi satu...


Huhuhu...
I really hate this day..
I just wanna turn back time..
Why this happen to me..
When I really love someone...



Padahal km ndiri yg bilang "we still friend, klu ktemu biasa aj, ngobrol kek biasa.."
Tapi in fact?
Aq uda ga berharap, I just wanna be usuall, seperti dulu sblm jadian..
Aq tw perasaan km, aq tw klu aq ud bukan "your special one"
Tapi plis, jgn ngehindar dunx..
Apa salah aq?



I'm sad..
Susah banget buat lupa..
Apa mesti jedotin kpala ke tembok ya? Biar amnesia skalian?
Hahaha...



It should be the day that i waited...
I've prepared all..
But...
Huaaa.........



Nasib emg berkata laen...
Well, maybe the best way is only keep pn goin'
Don't look the past..
Just look for future..
Happier & brighter future !!!