It's hurt again

Hollaaa...
I have a story today...

Hari ini tadi daku janjian pegi ma P
We went to mall, nonton valkyrie na Tom Cruise..
P jemput aq d hum jm 5an...
then we both go to mall..

Well, knapa aj hr ini aq tetep ga bisa mengalihkan otakku dari W?
Knapa aq tetep mikirin dya?
Isn't fair!! Mestinya aq bisa bersenang" & lupain dya barang sebentar dunx !!!
Pertama x masuk k mobil, aq uda mule banding"in P-W
"mobil na ga kek mobil W, mobil W lebi terawat & wangi.."
Sesampe na d mol, qta parkir d t4 biasa *biasa aq & W parkir* then qta k XXI
lagi" aq bandingin "his driving skill not as good as W..."
XXI rame banget td, ga kaget lah, malem mingguan gn...
Jadi td qta antri dl, dan pas antri, aq ktemu ma Zandy juga...
Slama antri, I stood beside P..
And I started to compare him again with myEX,
"his fashion sense not like him, his parfume not as seducing like W"



Oh gosh!!! Aq ga bs brenti banding"in P ma W...
Im really sorry P!! I don't mean to do that....
Masi banyak lagi hal" yang aq banding2in antara P & W...
Aq bukanny enjoy td, aq malah smakin merasa menderita...
Biasa na waktu nonton ada tangan yang bisa aq pegang & peluk, skr ga ad..
Biasa na waktu jalan ad yang gandeng & peluk bahu aq, skr ga ad..
*i started to cry now!!*
I MISS HIM A LOT !!!
I really miss him
I miss his hug
I miss his kiss
I miss his smile
I'm totally miss him
Huhuhuhu...