the COMPLICATED moment in my life

I love him
I love him
I love him
I still love him
I still think about him
padahal ud sebulan lo, tapi aq blm bisa lupa
uda sebulan tapi aq masi suka mikirin dya
omigosh!!



my friends bilang klu aq lebay & ga penting masi mikirin dya
they said I deserved better than him,
yeah, I agree with them, but
I JUST CAN'T !!
Help me help me help me...

Aq ga tw lg mesti gmn..
Aq juga tw klu dya ud ga ad 'special feeling" ke aq
dya cm anggep aq temen, ga lebih
well.. brarti aq yg terlalu ngarep? terlalu lebay?
apa yg aq harepin c bner na?
balikan? no, aq bahkan ga brani ngarepin itu..
then what? aq jg ga ngerti..
aq ngga bs mendeskripsiin what i feel now..
too complicated..



I just hope, i can walk through all of this situation..
just go with the flow..
enjoy all the moment i've got..
huff... SMANGATT !!